John Ruskin, in acknowledging his tormented state, is known to have said there are “black demons among the grey, all like a mist between me and the green woods.” I, larry paul, am a creative with a notable history of success in the professional world and the fine art of drawing and mixed media. I also have a high spectrum form of autism known as Asperger’s Disorder. I am also diagnosed with Tourette’s Disorder and Major Depression, which, together as a suite of disorders, is not too uncommon for deep thinkers and creatives like myself.